How do you stay motivated to try and introduce change as a sole tester?
I’m going to talk about how I handled a loss of motivation to change an organisation.
It’s really simple; I left that organisation.
Because when we talk about “staying motivated”, it often leans towards internalising and only internal motivation. And it’s not just you. If you are trying to enact change in an organisation, that explicitly involves others. If it’s not working, it’s not necessarily you that has a motivation problem.
Obviously it takes time and effort to leave a company and find a new job. It can be risky, uncertain, it can endanger your livelihood, loved ones and/or immigration status.
When you go for (solo) testing roles, interview companies as to what they’re looking for. Testing and Quality roles I have thrived in are organisations that explicitly agree that testing and quality work requires agency of change and I am supported to enact changes.
My current job description is
As a Lead Quality Assurance Engineer you will be responsible for creating, maintaining, and monitoring all operations that affect quality < for your scoped team >.
I am highly motivated in my current role.
And, I wouldn’t be where I am today, wouldn’t have set the intention of finding a role I wanted, if two years ago I hadn’t overhead a developer on my team at a previous role tell a systems administrator “I don’t care about that <major issue I’m causing on your services>, I’m just an applications dev”
That moment sapped my motivation to work in that organisation, so I started work on removing my emotional investment and labour from there and working to find somewhere that would be motivating to me.
This isn’t to say that everything you’re feeling unmotivated it’s time to quit a job; it’s just important to reflect, every so often, especially when things aren’t working; is my emotional and labour investment here working for me?
If so, great, now you can look at what’s unmotivating about a particular change you’re trying to make in an organisation you’re in.
If not, well, it’s risky and it takes a lot, but moving organisations is a great way to enact change for yourself.